Leaves, floating like birds

无奈2

2012-01-31T23:02:00.002+08:00

想见的老天却想尽办法的阻止。。一面都见不上。。

不敢见的老天却偏偏让我碰上。。还让我见到完。。

您是在考验我吗？

无奈

2012-01-29T22:41:00.003+08:00

欢笑声欢呼声聚光灯炒热气氛

心却很冷

很想知道你近况

我听人说还不如你对我讲

忽冷忽热偶尔沉默

我还要答案我还要习惯性好困难

我真佩服我还能幽默

用笑掩过怕人看破顾虑好多

杜鸣心 - 一九八二

2010-07-18T23:16:00.005+08:00

在无意中发现除了梁祝，中国人还有那么一首富有中国色彩的，委婉抒情来自杜鸣心先生的”提琴协奏曲——一九八二”。

听了以后感觉有种无可奈何的遗憾，刻骨铭心的伤感一直徘徊在心底。

附上其中的第二乐章，特别的优美。晚安

乔家大院

2010-07-05T21:38:00.003+08:00

非常值得看的一部经典电视连续剧。

除了主角乔致庸，清代著名的商业金融资本家。

里面最受人喜爱的角色就是蒋勤勤饰演的二奶奶陆玉菡，

这是一个近乎完美的女子，她的一切作为都让人感动，让人怜爱，让人羡慕乔致庸的福气。

用了一个星期的时间熬完这部45集的连续剧。很少有这样投入的情况，而且还是重看，完全一点都不觉得纳闷。

想着乔致庸，陆玉菡。。再想想自已。。。这几年和未来几年...应该怎么样去确立的终生奋斗目标。。人生真的短暂确实是一去不复返。。错过了就错过了唉。所以千万不要让生活的锁事磨了原有的才学，智慧，勇气，热情。。

想着陆玉菡，虽然是虚构的，但任何一个虚构的人物都是从生活中提炼出来的。现实中的女子也许难以达到陆玉菡的完美，但只要有爱和宽容的心态，就会美丽，就会被人爱。

秋天来了

2010-07-03T13:16:00.003+08:00

突然觉得我只是一个人有点孤单浅浅的忧郁

。。。

2010-05-02T00:44:00.003+08:00

有好一短时间没上来了。好忙啊。好累喔。好辛苦呀。

就快一年了。我熬过来了。手头上的东西越来越多。

有点慌张，有点手忙脚乱，有点担心没能力去应付。

你能胜任吗？很多人都在看着。。

那一天又过去了。不知道你收到了吗？

。。

2010-02-11T00:14:00.001+08:00

很想让时间停留，就一天，停留一天就够了。那一天全世界都停止，都安静下来。来了完全的休止符。

伟杰，加油吧！

Music and Passion

2010-02-01T01:44:00.001+08:00

Found this amazing clip describing music and passion.

Classical music is for everyone.

该不该？

2010-01-26T00:22:00.007+08:00

Required experience at enrolment
None
Required academic/professional qualifications
RICS accredited degree or currently studying towards one
APC requirements
23 months' structured training to meet competency requirements, with a minimum 400 days' experience recorded
Regular meetings with supervisor/counsellor
96 hours of professional development over structured training period
Final assessment submissions for first time candidate
'Signed off' mandatory and technical achievement records
Logbook
Record of professional development over the last 24 months
Critical analysis (3 000 words)
Final assessment
60-minute interview including 10-minute presentation on critical analysis
Testing on professional practice/ethics

真头疼，不知道该不该走这条路。。。

近况

2010-01-25T00:59:00.002+08:00

不知不觉已当了半年名副其实的打工仔。身在新加坡，除了工作以外，就只有这些“有的没的”活动。散散步，跑跑步。。在同事facebook上不知不觉发现到自己的靓相。就分享一下吧！

MediaCorp Filming (Cont'd)

2010-01-19T23:57:00.000+08:00

This time more and more artists are coming! yo!

无题

2010-01-17T23:38:00.004+08:00

今天，约了一位老友一起吃晚餐，我用"老"字，希望你不要介意，因为我们相识大概有10年了吧，哈哈。谈谈现况，谈谈未来，谈谈从前，不亦乐乎。才发觉原来我们都长大了。追忆往事，历历在目，从以前的幼稚，任性，无知。。到现在，到未来。从你的口中，听你从前的故事，你的故事，他们的故事，特别让我感慨地是，故事中你所提到的勇气。粗俗的字眼，就是”种“ 。 "他没种！" 这句话突然让我觉得这句话是对着我说的，摸摸自己的胸口，阵阵隐痛。问问自己，你以前的统统勇气去了那里，仿佛胆怯好像跟随我好几年了。总是会把一大堆的借口当锁头，把心里的大门统统都锁起来。以前的我不是这个样子的，或许我被改变了，被封闭了。

是时候找回这股勇气了。

movie of the year 2010

2010-01-15T22:19:00.001+08:00

The hero, coming soon 2010.

http://en.tackfilm.se/?id=1263563758735RA71

懒懒散散

2010-01-06T22:19:00.007+08:00

糟糕，新的一年，才工作那么几天就懒懒散散，没像去年那样有一点动力。。

真不明白呀。我到底在想什么。可能在想包包吧！哈哈

这是今年的目标！

或许这个。。

还有这个。。

这个不知道能吗。。

2010 年

2010-01-02T01:52:00.005+08:00

一眨眼，又一年了，如今看回去，我还是我，老样子，一公斤也没胖到，都不知道一年里所吃的东西跑去哪儿了。也许统统都回到大自然了吧。 2009年的波动蛮大，大学毕业，旅行，到新加坡工作，真没想到。我还真的是见一步走一步走过2009年的。

2010年，虎年，我也属虎，有点迷信，不知道老人家口中所说人生中的转折点会不会发生，有点期盼，希望是好事。不然也好，希望一切顺利，撑过在外地工作的第一年，也许能够第二，第三，及接下去几年。

真不知到有该怎么走完这一年，我也没什么特别的打算，只想偶尔回回家，出国度度假，薪水有长，还有花红多一点好不好？老板。不知道申请RICS会员是不是对的选择，如果申请的话，要钱，要时间，而且需要写论文，值吗？

事业（指的是工作，打工不算事业），车，楼，钱，爱，还有增肥，哈哈差点就忘了，对，特别是增肥，希望样样都有所长进或者起色吧。我是实现主义者，像吗？其实实现主义是什么，我自己都搞不清。我只知道我是向“qian"看的一个人，向前看也向钱看，最重要是向“谦”看。假假的啦。还有偶尔也就喜欢看看女人。。哈哈，开玩笑的。

2009年，听了不少的好话，坏话，骂了不少粗话，也讲了很多废话。谢谢那些关心我的话，我都记在心里。还有一些对我不了解的朋友的话，我了解。

2010年的第一的夜晚就这样在这里写了很多废话。。。希望明年的今天读回这篇“文字”时会觉得“我都做到了！”

希望了解我的朋友都顺顺利利吧！

MediaCorp Filming (Cont'd)

2009-12-05T00:40:00.001+08:00

More and more are coming!

Film shooting in office

2009-10-25T22:54:00.003+08:00

Unbelievable .. mediacorp filming in my office ..

rolling...and ...action!

paisei..who is this guy?

prettie and auntie

i guess she is the director

nice..

Singaporean's Complaints

2009-10-25T22:30:00.004+08:00

a funny song..

with a lot complaints..

from the typical singaporean..

they kiasu, kiasi, kiazhenghu, n kiabo..

however, they very good in complain...

haha.. in fact, the only thing they are doing everyday is just endless complain..

Sex and the Eco-City

2009-10-18T23:32:00.020+08:00

On my way back home Sunday night, i was reading a funny article titled "sex and the eco-city" .

Nowadays, as we know, earth is getting sick, and a lot NGO, government around the world are making the effort toward green policy, promoting greener industries, the 3R (recycle, reuse, reduce), reduce carbon consumption and emissions, and lots more policies and programs.

And now the surprising part is, green movement even makes its way into the bedroom. What i mean is the "private" thing..

Green between the sheets:

1. Low lighting (of course to conserve electricity)

~ ~ ~
2. Vegen condoms (lambskin condom, it is biodegradeable! so..be aware of it's expiry date before using it, if not, bocur!)

~ ~ ~
3. Organic lubricants (known as the "personal lubricant". It going "organic" too..)

~ ~ ~
4. Hand-cranked vibrator (the eco-toy.. it uses a small wind-up handle to power up recgargeable batteries inside the casing)

~ ~ ~
5. Non-leather whips (adults' toy)

~ ~ ~
6. Neoprene handcuffs (another adults' toy)

~ ~ ~
7. Birth control (chemical-free Fertility Awareness Method, which tracks a woman's temperature and cervical mucus to determine when she is ovulating)

Inglourious Basterds

2009-09-26T23:54:00.003+08:00

Quentin Tarantino is back with his another damn good movie after the previously "Kill Bill".

伟杰版 - 回眸一笑

2009-09-18T00:00:00.001+08:00

Sherlock Holmes

2009-09-04T00:48:00.002+08:00

Woo..Sherlock Holmes is coming!!

Coco Before Chanel

2009-08-29T01:38:00.002+08:00

Chanel...it finally came on screen.. nice!

累

2009-08-26T00:35:00.003+08:00

从小一路走来，幼稚园，小学，中学，一直到大学毕业，什么梦想理想啊随着不同年龄的阶段而一一改变。。到现在我已经忘了我以前所立下的理想，日日所思，夜夜所梦的梦想。。模糊了，淡忘了。。身边的环境让我不敢再有所想。。幻灭了，想累了也想怕了。已经把曾经的梦想，想念，勇气都埋藏在心里。

如今的我，可以说是见一步，走一步。这种日子是累，是烦。

我所期盼的还会来吗？

又一场戏

2009-08-23T15:31:00.004+08:00

Thumbs Up for Up!

Another best movie after Ratatouille.

I never thought I will watch this movie in 3D instead of the non-3D.. after Ice Age 3 in 3D.

It is so troublesome for people like me (short sighted & no contact lens), where i need to put up double glasses again.

But i hv no choice, my friends insist to watch 3D..

就是今天！

2009-08-12T09:26:00.004+08:00

终于！就是今天！

我毕业了！

哇。总觉得我今天特别帅！哈哈哈！

回家

2009-08-08T23:40:00.002+08:00

在这里已经呆了两个月。终于可以回家了！

第一件要做的事情就是- 到伯公埕吃宵夜！

第二件要做的事情就是- 吃芋头饭！

第三件要做的事情就是- 吃肉骨茶！

第四件要做的事情就是- 吃炒粿条！

第五件要做的事情就是- 吃福建面！

哈哈！

STOMP is coming!

2009-08-01T01:13:00.007+08:00

STOMP is coming to Singapore.. Finally, I got the chance to watch their show..

Really look forward to it!!

听歌

2009-07-26T01:36:00.008+08:00

偶尔很想听邓丽君的不了情。。 尤其是是在失眠的夜晚。。
~ ~ ~
忘不了　忘不了
忘不了你的錯　忘不了你的好 
忘不了雨中的散步　也忘不了那風裏的擁抱  
忘不了你的淚　忘不了你的笑 
忘不了葉落的惆悵　也忘不了那花開的煩惱 忘不了春已盡　忘不了花已老 
忘不了離別的滋味　也忘不了那相思的苦惱
寂寞的長巷　而今斜月清照 
冷落的鞦韆　而今迎風輕搖 
它重復你的叮嚀　一聲聲　忘了　忘了 
它低訴我的衷曲　一聲聲　難了　難了 
~ ~ ~ 
晚安！

新加坡第一场戏

2009-07-16T23:04:00.002+08:00

我去看Ice Age 3了。

不错不错。。越来越好笑了。。

Dancing Babies

2009-07-12T01:18:00.002+08:00

o my god! They are so cute!

上班的日子

2009-07-11T13:24:00.005+08:00

8点起身,

9点上班,

无惊无险,

又到6点..

一眨眼儿，

又是一天。

Working..

2009-07-09T23:29:00.006+08:00

the boring part,

checking mails, reverting mails, clearing mail box, saving mails, drafting mails, sending mails, deleting mails, retrieving mails, this is mainly what I am doing every morning in office.

then comes the worst part,

pressing calculator, working on spreadsheet, tables, figures, counting, measuring, checking, , redo-ing and got rejected again n again, yet the worst"est" part is so called value-engineering, cut down here, cut this , cut that la. downgrading la.... walao..faint.. here comes migraine..I need panadol..

the fulfilling part,

lunch! eat & drink, tea-si, kopi-si, kei-peng, cha-mi, hua-tan ho... chitchating with colleague..

then comes the enjoyment,

meeting with clients, site meeting, team meeting, group meeting, discussion... haha..this is the best part...just like watching drama.. anything can happen..

the miserable part,

the works comes after meeting, then it comes to me, do this & that, keep track on this & that, follow up this & that, keep track on deadline! these all so called - cost control..

the finale,

Going back home, boss, don't stop me wey! I don't want bring the work back to home..I don't want OT ! I want go home..

count down & count up: 37 days

2009-07-07T00:06:00.006+08:00

It is now 37 days only left to my commencement ceremony..

It was already 37 days I been here in singapore.

Mom & Dad, I'm graduating after 37 days!

Mom & Dad, I've been leaving home for 37 days!

Everything is not ready,

Everything is fine here.

Flight has not yet book.

I have rent a cozy room.

Where is my gown?

Around the coast, marine parade.

And yet the stupid university officer sent me a error result slip..

And I have got my very 1st month salary working in company..

With a subject missing from it..

With a lot of kind & helpful colleagues here..

This is so called "Apex" Uni..

This is so called KPK family..

Gosh!

Hmm!

阴天

2009-07-05T23:25:00.002+08:00

今天有点阴，细雨持续了一个下午。

心情也随着有点沉闷。

有点无所事事。

心里又开始胡思乱想，

想她了。是我胡思乱想吗？

Another 3 weeks

2009-06-21T22:25:00.004+08:00

Another three weeks passed after I reached here in singapore.

Already two weeks passed since I working here, times fleet and colours fade.

I start thinking why I came here, is't for money, for myself, or some other reasons.

I'm not too sure about these anymore. Day by day, I'm just counting time.

P.s: If someone fool like me, got down my knee, and begging you, would you reconsider again?

2 weeks

2009-06-02T11:07:00.001+08:00

毕业咯

2009-05-20T11:04:00.004+08:00

好一个毕业后的假期就快要完了，想想还不满一个月呢，这个假期里只去了怡保及曼谷，怡保是在考试期间取得，虽然那时才考完一张，还有两张试卷，但是心里好像是已经考完似的，就与朋友们直奔怡保。而之后毕业旅行就在曼谷那里呆了五天四夜，除此之外好像都没真正的在度假。三年的大学生涯就这样淡淡的过去，平平淡淡，对我而言并没有什么大事情发生在我身上。我看，最大件的事情也莫过于我又掉了一只牙。而最大的收获是认识了一群共度患难（打个比方罢了，并没有什么患难可言）的朋友。毕业后就各自开始自己的生活，有的像我一样踏入社会工作，有的还在延续的他们的大学生涯。。叹，真不想这么快就开工，那时有是另一段崭新的生活，新的环境，新的生活，希望还是保留着一样的我。

怡保之旅

曼谷之旅

Tonight's Special

2009-05-04T00:29:00.006+08:00

Credit to PRINCESSX for sharing these

LOVE STORY (Taylor Swift) meets VIVA LA VIDA (Coldplay) - Piano Cello - by Jon Schmidt

and.........

Csárdás(Czardas) - Monti [feat. Vengerov and Patkoló]

love these very much!

累

2009-04-24T21:37:00.004+08:00

24日 - 今天我很假。明明想忘记，但还是记得，还是逃避不了。让我走吧。。我很累。。

安排了一整天的节目，想让自己今天特别的累。。根本没什么用。。

冯少先的算盘！

2009-04-09T19:25:00.006+08:00

哈哈！找到了！

在槟州大会堂实录的，有点模糊，不过也不要紧啦。

最重要是冯少先，还有林顺有。。哈哈！

还有姿龄，思松，及许多我忘了名字的和不认识的。。

还有许多台下的欢笑声!

算盘！

2009-04-09T02:06:00.003+08:00

算盘算盘！

总算被我找到了《算盘回旋曲》

只可惜这不是冯少先的版本。。

可是这个也不错啦，满意满意。。

竟然给我找着那么美丽动人的算盘领奏版本。

这是浙江民族乐团演奏

领奏者沈婕是个美女喔！哈哈！

touched...

2009-04-08T22:54:00.004+08:00

Another masterpiece by Joe Hisaishi

A beautiful performance from mononoke hime

Hisaishi himself on piano

An erhu, a piano, a violin & a guzheng

4 instruments make such sentiment rhythm.

Princess Mononoke Symphonic Suite

Laputa Symphonic Suite

吃大餐咯喂。。

2009-03-30T22:58:00.004+08:00

为了欢送可爱的宜欣小姐，祝她成功到日本深造。。我们总算选了一个好地方。

真羡慕她能够继续一直读下去。。她的书好像都读不完似的。。还是越读越远呢。。

挑了又挑，选了又选，德国大餐，就是你了。哈哈！

我们去了好像是槟城唯一的德国餐厅 INGOLF'S KNEIPE。。

各位想去吃的朋友们，记得先拨电话booking先喔，这间餐厅生意实在是太好了。

因为不懂需要booking的关系，我们足足等了半小时，但还是等不到餐桌，结果只等到吧台。

不过因为饿到。。。（拉长音3秒），知道我们有多饿了嘛。 bobian咯，只好要了。。

吧台。。

终于可以开餐咯。。

德国猪肉香肠。。

只可以用两个字形容。。 “大条”

mixed grill

housesalad

甜品到。。

拍照留念。。

梦境

2009-03-29T13:45:00.003+08:00

无意间发现到这个小mv

人生如梦啊。。

Her Morning Elegance / Oren Lavie

关灯咯唯

2009-03-26T17:25:00.007+08:00

3 月 28 日晚上 8 时 30 分，大家记得关灯咯。

记得关完所有会发光的东西哦。

不要假假喔，关家里灯，然后却开着电脑。

记得关掉电脑银幕，因为它会发光。

电话也不准按，因为它也会发光。

驾车不准开灯。

记得也顺手帮别人关灯。

让整个地球暗暗，让地球暂时消失在外星人的眼里。

好让外星人找不到地球。

当晚记得瞻望着夜空，那时候的星星应该是最明亮地。

a little space called u6p2

2009-03-11T23:48:00.007+08:00

A series of little video clips of U6P2.

My two year class during secondary school time.

The class I like the most, everything of it indeed.

Thank you Alaric for posting up to youtube.

Love it very much!!

The moment in class

BBQ time!

Special clips

U6P2 -

a little class during secondary school time...

a bunch of nice & funny friends...

a warm memory indeed...

a class that lasting forever...

Funny Ad

2009-03-04T21:27:00.006+08:00

Funny DUREX ad. Time for some Rabbits' shows!

Make sure you turn your speaker loud !

What Color Red Are You?

2009-02-27T18:07:00.003+08:00

You Are Red Orange

You are a very genuine person, although it takes a while for you to show the true you.
A bit introverted, you desire respect and affection from those close to you.
You are quite empathetic, and you have a true concern for the well being of others.
Many people have warm, heartfelt memories of you - even if you don't remember them well.

What Color Red Are You?

Genuine, introverted, desire, empathetic...Hmm... I dono.. you judge for me..

Somehow, i do like the word "genuine" that described me.

but red orange is not exactly the colour i like.

期待音乐会

2009-02-24T17:38:00.003+08:00

又到了音乐会的季节。这段时期是槟城各中学办音乐会的时期。

特别很怀念这段时期，想念听音乐会的感觉。也期待与前辈晚辈们重逢。

音乐会是各中学华乐团主要的经济来源，目的当然是为了筹备资金扩充乐器，当然也为了提升乐团的音乐水平。可以说是每年乐团最重要的项目，当然比赛除外。

可申办音乐会的乐团除了当然会有一定的水准，所演奏的音乐也有一定的选择和水平。而不是一般人们所理解的，枯燥，乏味，噪音，闷，催眠。。

这也许是一般在平常生活中所听见的华乐造成的反映。在这里我只能表示华乐是热情、是奔放、是伤感、是感叹的。当然，我热爱音乐，尤其华乐。

对于那些想认识华乐的朋友们，听音乐会是最好的入门选择，在槟城办的音乐会可以说是乐器编制是大马最完善的，应有尽有。

The 1st Internet Symphonic No.1 "Eroica" !

2009-02-10T02:22:00.005+08:00

Yeah, here comes the very first Internet Symphonic!

It is called Internet Symphonic No.1 - Eroica. And, it is composed by Tan Dun譚盾!

It is a music piece written by Tan Dun especially for Youtube Symphonic Orchestra!

Har? Youtube Symphonic Orchestra? When does Youtube come across investment on Symphonic Orchestra? Haha!

Actually, Youtube and many music organisation from all around the world have come together to present a program, called Youtube Symphonic Orchestra. It is more like a contest I think, coz' those winning performers will get the chance to get theirself into a live orchestra for the Carnegie Hall performance! Of course, it is again the idea initiated by, Google!

Yup, Google is putting together a YouTube Symphony Orchestra that will take to the Carnegie Hall stage in five months to perform -- for the first time together -- Chinese composer Tan Dun's Internet Symphony No. 1, Eroica. Classical and non-conventional musicians can submit YouTube videos of themselves playing Tan's composition and a piece of standard repertoire in order to get into the orchestra. Judging will be done by a panel of experts appointed by Google and by the YouTube community.

Langlang郎朗 also become the first YouTube Symphony Orchestra Ambassador！

Below is the video of the Eroica symphonic pieces played by London Symphony Orchestra, and a more exciting feature is that it is also conducted by its composer, Tan Dun!

Eroica!! I love this symphonic very much! Actually, I was laughing for the first time when I watch the how Tan Dun conducted it..It was so funny. But, after I watch the video clips below , I realised that how truly amazing and beautiful it is!

O..Tan Dun, You are the best!

Besides, The HKCO even playing the Chinese music version of Tan Dun's Eroica, re-arranged by Chew Hee-chiat周熙杰 , Associate Conductor, HKCO) , and conducted by Yan Hui-chang閻惠昌.

Whaoooo! It is Best!

诗巫的经典名句

2009-02-09T13:42:00.000+08:00

大山脚一早在打扫屋子，

打扫到诗巫的地方就问：“你这里这么酱乱，可以收拾一下吗？”

诗巫：“ 收拾了啊，就是酱的。”

大山脚火：“酱叫收拾啊？，你到底有扫过地吗？”

诗巫："收拾是不用骂人的，我是从来不扫地的，整家人都知道“

大山脚听了没话讲。。。

以下为加长版：

"诗巫:我就是这样的了！没有人叫你扫地，你要扫地就不要骂人！

大山脚：你可以不要扫地，但是人家帮你扫地，你不说谢谢也算了，还要讲气话”

听完我想加一句，

“你也从来都是它麻的搭顺风车的啦，整个studio都知道！”

白蛇

2009-01-10T16:40:00.004+08:00

最近非常想听白蛇，好像已经有六七年没听见它的旋律，就上网找了一找。

虽然找不到能下载的，但是却找到一个试听版的，

音质相当地不错喔。。

真是兴奋！呵呵呵。

白蛇傳笛子協奏曲

顺便介绍一下

《白蛇傳》描寫家喻戶曉的人蛇之戀--許仙與白蛇的故事，全曲分為四個樂章:
(一)許白結緣:以一段飄渺淡遠的引子開始，暗示了故事的神話背景，接著笛子奏出如歌似的主題，描寫風光明媚的西子湖畔，草長鶯飛，遊人如織，許仙與白蛇開始甜蜜的愛情。

(二)法海弄術:一段精彩的哭腔，笛子的哀婉淒惻，表達了白素真的懇求。中間一段笛子在中低音區的獨奏，抒發了白素貞淒苦欲絕、百般無奈的心緒。

(三)水漫金山:整樂章以甚快板進行，描寫白蛇和法海的鬥法，在漫天蓋地的波濤中，雙方各顯神通。

(四)雷峰夕照:波光激豔的尾聲樂段中，笛子奏出華彩樂段，而後重覆第一樂章的主題，情緒趨於恬淡平和，在逐漸遠去的樂聲中結束曲，這段人與蛇的姻緣，則令人惆悵低迴。

但是听完后，心里酸酸的，真不是滋味。

转变.面具.

2009-01-04T19:07:00.009+08:00

已经迈入新一年的第四天，虽然这里的气候没有四季之分，这时候应该是春天。我始终都感觉不到其他人都有的那份一股炽热，兴奋，迎接新的一年。好像仍然停留在2009年的几天前，因为所有的事物仿佛不曾改变，改变的只是墙上的日历与数字。

新的一年，每个人都有着新的resolution, 是决心吗？是目标？还是只是希望？到底能不能够实现，达成，只有自己清楚。从我认识resolution这个字的意思到目前为止，我并不曾为自己在每一个新的一年定下什么决心，目标。可以说到目前为止我只是得过且过，见一步走一步，抱着见好就收的心态，不曾为一件事情真正的去拼命，去争取。或许一些认识我的朋友们认为我是那种朝着着目标前进，坚决，有计谋的人，可惜我并不是。这些事情只有自己知道。也许因为这样，失去一些重要的东西，我尝试努力过，去争取，但心并不够坚持，给自己种种的借口，什么钱，家里，忙，学业，懒散，善忘，种种问题，借口，以为机会是常有的，每当到了关键的时刻，我退缩了。后来了解到事情的重要性，机会又出现时，我却从蹈覆辙。回想起以前，现在我觉得与以前并没有两样。是该改一改了，我真正人生的另一段旅程好像快开始了，是该抛开这些恶习，埋下以前的遗憾，下决心面对自己的未来。

我是个健忘的人，这点我很高兴，我的烦恼特别的多，是因为家庭背景的关系。所以你都会见到我书包里会有一本记事簿，但是翻开一看却不像是记事簿，反而是随性的记载，潦草，并不按次序，涂鸦到处都是。（你们没有观察到健忘的人，都是喜欢涂鸦的呢！）往往翻开后，我都会花一段时间去找我要的东西，因为忘了记录在那里了。或许我并不想去记住这些无关痛痒东西。遗忘让我能更专心地去做一件事情。虽然我是个健忘的人，却忘不了该忘记的遗憾，忘了说我是一位极会做梦的人，不管是白日梦还是夜里的梦，庆幸的是没有噩梦及春梦，但关系到的遗憾的事，人，物常常会出现在梦中。该不该出现，我仍然控制不了。叹！夜长梦多。至少它让我记住我的过去。

我的未来会是怎样的呢？我还在犹豫。刚刚提到的抛开恶习，埋下遗憾，下决心好像只是空谈，纸上谈兵，感觉上我始终都没变过。我能变，不能忘了以前的遗憾，它好像融入了我的生活，时时提醒着原来的我，

一路到现在，我认识了许多人，见了很多事物，经历了不少事，可以说是成长了，并交了几位知己，至少我是这样认为，我很模糊他们对我的看法，有的让我以真心相待，有的让却我失望。我感激他们，但对于一些我感到愧疚，因为好一阵子，我不知不觉中给自己戴上了面具。这个面具还在，只有音乐能让我摘下它。我是一个不爱开玩笑的人，我喜欢严肃，宁静，但如今开玩笑，胡言乱语，恍恍惚惚，粗口却成了我的面具。也许是因为怕寂寞，让我变成这个样子。对不起大家，我不是故意的。觉得中学的我，才是真正的我。

2008年，还好已经过去。08年并不怎么如意，发生了很多事情，很多烦恼又回来了，也让我成长了许多。还好一整年的忙碌让我暂时忘了烦恼。08年最后一个月，有位让我失望的人，让我以后只能戴着面具对它。08年结束的几天前，被告知那让我遗憾的真相，想了几天，失魂了几天，才会有今天的这一篇。写了长篇大论，都是在没有戴着面具的时候。

希望09年，我不需要再戴面具。

Hypermiling

2009-01-02T00:18:00.016+08:00

Hypermiling?? I was curious about this word when saw it for the first time on magazine.It actually means "attempt to maximize gas mileage by making fuel-conserving adjustments to one's car and one's driving techniques," according to the Oxford American Dictionary. The word "hypermiling" also listed as the best new word of the year 2008.

It means that most of us can be called as hypermilers if we have practice some of the hypermiling technique when driving.

The common Hypermiling techniques include:

1. keeping tires perfectly inflated

- most of us do practice this, routine checking will do so. But, I seldom bring my car to check.

2. killing engines at stoplights.

- haha, if we practice this in malaysia, that will be absolutely grind. So damn many traffic lights! Will only cause adverse effect, consequently more fuel burnt!!

3. turning off the air-conditioning

- not applicable to day of malaysia. The effect in your vehicle will be more serious that global warming. But most of the Perodua users were used to it, coz' the air-conditioning is not functioning too. However, if you do practice this and open down your car windows, the situation in your vehicle will be just like smoky forest fires.

4. driving at a steady speed, with as little rapid acceleration or deceleration as possible

- what a joke... you may try this on penang's roads.

5. reducing weight load by removing unnecessary objects from vehicle

- haha, I love this. Reducing unnecessaty weight load... All the perodua users experienced this very well, and love practicing it. Go keep your weight down la!

6. avoid turning the key, do so by walking, biking and/or taking public transportation

- hmm, I will try this more often. (just forget it la)

7. coast downhill with the engine off

- haha.. sohai!

There are some extreme techniques, all these are not recommended.

drafting behind trucks
driving far below the speed limit at times
taking sharp curves at high speeds (to avoid losing energy to braking)
coasting with the engine off
passing red lights or stop signs in areas of low traffic
over-inflating tires to reduce rolling resistance

(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypermiling)

Well.. real men hypermile extremely.

Farewell 2008

2008-12-31T02:08:00.000+08:00

Xylophone

2008-12-25T01:45:00.004+08:00

It has been a while, since the images vanished from my mind, I have lost my motive to keep writing. I just stared at the LCD display, finding the trace of its shadow. It is just untraceable. I just could not even found a trace of it on anything, other than an old photos captured at the last concert 2 years ago. This was my christmas night. I miss that xylophone.

Dreams

2008-11-22T12:11:00.009+08:00

Well, I used to dream a lots.

A lot of dreams, I can say it variety,

just like movie screening in cinema,

every day's different,

action movie, romance, science fiction, epic, horror,

somehow also have erotic movie, haha

and now even drama series,

because my level has been upgraded.

In cinema, you may watch it with your popcorn in mouth,

but in dream, you will watch it with your weeping eyes.

slobbering mouth,

or your slobbering big Bro.

So, I just can say that,

I am quite pro in dreaming.

Yeah, it is true you know,

I didn't bluff you up,

the dreams will automatic come to me once I slept.

Isn't it sounds unbelievable.

Hehe, dream doesn't come by it own.

Yea, you must put some effort to let it come to you.

There are actually some secret ingredients,

and some secret hints to prepare your dream.

Today, I will show you how dreams are prepared.

People think it's a very simple and easy process,

but it is a bit more complicated than that,

As you can see,

a very delicate combination of complex ingredient is the key.

Here is the steps,

1. First, we put in some random thoughts

2. Then, we add a little bit of reminiscences of the day,

3. Mixed with some memories from the past(thats depends on you, I always add it with amount for two people)

4. Next, put it some feelings or attitudes that you like

such as love, happiness, sad, friendships, relationship and all those "ships"...

5. Mixed it together with songs you heard during the day, things you saw and also some personal..

6. Okay... wait for a few minutes

.... I think it's one

.... There it comes. Yes Yes

.... Okay, then we have to run away far from it first

.... You have to talk quietly to not wake yourself up

.... Yeah, you are in dream now

.... Do you with somebody now?

.... Yeah，I am with her now.

.... I remember that place. I was there before.

.... It is nice to see her and be with her again.

.... I almost forgot how it feels , warmth

.... Oh yea, we are in a concert.

.... Yeah, a symphonic concert,

.... And the bands start to play, violin, cello, drums and all.

.... It is amazing.

It is a dreams. In dreams, emotion are overwhelming.

You laugh loud, cry hard, it is happening fast.

It is just too good. This is what called Fantasy, I think.

But...

It is so fragile,

it just vanish in the air when some stupids wake you up.

It was a concert before.

Now, I start dreaming about Friday night with lemon Hudson candy..

Jonathan Lu-Siqing 呂思清

2008-11-17T18:41:00.012+08:00

I do not know this guy actually, until my friend, Weiwei told me about him.He is a chinese violinist. The Western media as raised him as "a great talent and an unparalleled violinist", is the first Asian to have won a gold medal in the International Paganini Violin Competition in Italy in 1987. Lu won the honor at the remarkably early age of 17. Not much violinists I know, especially male violinist, besides Joshua Bell, Vanessa Mea (陈美), and Takako Nishizaki (西崎崇子). Yeah, now i start to know him.

Lu-Siqing

Joshua Bell, two words I can describe him, talented yet astonishing. quite handsome too.I start to know him through the movie "The red violin" (1999). A great movie of violin, since watch it, I start to love violin. I bet most of you do not know this movie. Let me have a brief description on the movie.

The Red Violin 紅提琴, is a 1998 Canadian film. It spans three centuries and five countries as it tells the story of a violin and its many owners. The film tells the story of a perfect violin known as 'The Red Violin' for its rich red colour, because it is painted with blood! Yup, the real blood! Its history is told in five locations around the world: Cremona; Vienna; Oxford; Shanghai; and Montreal. To its owners, the violin causes anger, betrayal, love, and sacrifice. The most important thing is, throughout the movie, the solos are played by noted violinist Joshua Bell.

Joshua Bell!

I even bought its movie soundtrack. It took me a lot of efforts to search for it. Lucky, I got it at the KLCC Towers record. Hahaha..

Lets go back to Lu-Siqing. Well, I know him from a song, instead of a film. A classics of modern chinese music, violin concerto, The Butterfly Lover's Violin Concerto. You all should know it well and familiar with its story! Based on the anciant Chinese love story , the Butterfly Lovers' Violin Concerto, or Liang Zhu Violin Concerto as known in Chinese, 梁祝, a work for violin and orchestra. It was composed by Chinese composers 50 years ago and since then, the piece has been the most musically symbolic retelling of the legend; at almost 30 minutes long, it is one of the classics of modern Chinese music and it's certainly one of the most famous outside of China. Yeah, I love this song so much! It keep playing repeatedly on my laptop during my exam weeks. I used to listen the Takako Nishizaki's version of Butterfly lover last time, then I started to switch to Lu's version, coz' Weiwei claim that Lu's version is much softer and more suit to the love and romantic theme. Well, that's true! Watch it, listen it and feel it by yourself.

The Butterfly Lover's Violin Concerto was written by two Chinese composers, Chen Gang and He Zhanhao in 1959 while they were students at the Shanghai Conservatory of Music. The music did not acquire popularity before the late 1970s, when China loosened its restrictions after the Cultural Revolution. Once released from censorship, it became an embodiment of China in transition. Today it is popular and is slated as part of the Olympics celebrations in 2008. The work is also a common feature in figure skating and in concert halls worldwide. This concerto is now often performed with Chinese instruments playing the violin part, the most common being Erhu, Pipa and Liuqin. In such cases the soloist is often accompanied by an orchestra consisting of Chinese instruments.

This is the album of Takako Nishizaki's version of Butterfly lover that I have. I like its album cover, simple yet bring out a lot of blue feeling. The Yellow River, a piano concerto, also a great classical. Both are the magnum opus of chinese modern classic.

Deutsch für Anfänger

2008-11-12T21:51:00.003+08:00

Sie ist immer lächelnd.

Sie hat große Augen.

Ihre Figur ist nicht groß,

aber die ist originell.

Ihre Haare sind halblang.

Ich mag ihre Augen.

Ihre Augen macht mich Wärme fühlen.

Sie macht etwas mich blau fühlen,

macht auch mich richtig fühlen.

Am Donnerstag fahren sie zur ihrer Heimatsort.

Ich kann nicht sie sehen.

Sie essen gern Eis und Champignon.

Sie mag würzige Essen.

Ich denke etwas sie an.

Change

2008-11-09T21:56:00.007+08:00

I was asked by someone to change,

someone I mind, every words, everything..

I realise the change I must.

maybe the change is hope.

I need a drastic change,

like US does.

I start believe in change,

start changing myself,

start believe in Obama's spirit,

so I did this,

I also did this,

with the hope that our nation will change too.

let us change together!

The 111th day

2008-11-09T03:06:00.016+08:00

Today is the 111th day,

9 Nov. 911.

I shall remember this day,

the 111 days with all these right beside me.

hope all these will last for another 111 days,

infinitely, remain unchanged.

I hope the night would be perfect,

keep remains in memory.

Perhaps, is the longest night,

once for me.

Yet, it does not.

I still remain seating there.

finishing this post.

I should know that.

Think too much again.

Need

2008-11-08T03:53:00.004+08:00

Everything gonna end at 21th Nov.

It is a Friday.

I used to hang out during Friday,

either for movie or a pasar malam walk,

I was enjoy it.

All these gonna leave for 1 month.

I hope,

it is just 1 month, not forever.

Mushroom,

Lime Flavour Hudson's,

Tesco walk,

Pop-corn,

Fu Ke Hui Yi,

Potato Chips,

Red Chili,

Rojak,

Deutsch Class,

Red House,

Tuesday,

Bakuteh,

KFC,

GSC,

Yong Tau hu,

Yogurt flavour Ice-cream,

Coke,

La-la,

Si-ham,

Online,

Wednesday,

Jelly moon cake,

4bia,

Skeleton key,

Hong kong drama,

Cham-peng,

Oo-jien,

Pan-Mee,

Lan gui-ren

Steamboat,

RM100 debt,

Purple umbrella,

Friday,

Maybank,

Langkawi,

Toblerone chocolate,

Thinking of these everyday..I was

Yet, never realise that I actually need all these right beside me.

Now? ya..I am.

國境之南

2008-11-05T13:18:00.000+08:00

前阵子，看了一部电影，叫作 '海角七号' . 戏里当中有一首歌。'國境之南'

很棒的一首歌

很棒的一部电影
很棒的一段回忆与浪漫

演員部落

范逸臣（飾演　阿嘉）

田中千繪（飾演　友子）

茂伯（潮和社）

林曉培（飾演　明珠）

夾子小應（飾演　水蛙）

馬念先（飾演　馬拉桑）

麥子（飾演　大大）

張沁妍（飾演　美玲）

中孝介（飾演　教師／歌手）

梁文音（飾演　小島友子）

三胞胎（飾演　三胞胎）

蔭山征彥Tamio（演出　情書旁白）

國境之南

唱：范逸臣詞：嚴云農　曲：曾志豪

如果海會說話　如果風愛上砂

如果　有些想念遺忘在漫長的長假

我會聆聽浪花　讓風吹過頭髮

任記憶裡的愛情在時間潮汐裡喧嘩

非得等春天遠了夏天才近了

我是在回首時終於懂得（也許天氣永遠會那麼熱）
當陽光再次回到那　飄著雨的國境之南

我會試著把那一年的故事　再接下去說完
當陽光再次離開那　太晴朗的國境之南

妳會不會把妳曾帶走的愛　在告別前用微笑全歸還

海很藍　星光燦爛　我仍空著我的臂彎

天很寬　在我獨自唱歌的夜晚

請原諒我的愛　訴說的太緩慢

Plastic Forum

2008-11-03T20:40:00.000+08:00

Last saturday morning, I attended a 'Plastic Forum' jointly organised by USM and Tupperware Brand Malaysia. It was a last minutes decision, because I was also just informed by Dr. Lee (in short, he is a absolute "green" man, and now going towards carbon neutral) and two days before the forum. I am sure everybody are wondering what exactly mean by 'plastic' forum. Anything interesting deal with plastic?

It is actually a forum on safety and sustainability of plastic use. The forum is mainly focused on plastic's hazards towards health and environment.

1. Is plastic safe for human use?

2. How can we reduce our impact on environment when using plastics?

3. What is the future of green plastics?

The forum is actually opened for public. A cross-section of the community including NGOs, government departments, Ministries, private companies and industries, universities, and concerned citizen were invited to participate in the forum. In fact, there were 3 parties in the forum the public (I belong to this group), the plastic 'advocators'(plastic product manufacturer, tupperware) and those environmentalists (anti-plastic). Thus, the forum appeared to be a little exciting for the listener like me, especially both parties were arguing their stand of point and being shoot off by those sharp questions. The panel of experts were there purposely to gave presentation on safety and sustainability regard to plastic use and answer all the questions thrown out by others. The panel of experts were, Jan Stevens (Director of Quality Management and R&D department of Tupperware), David Kusuma (VP Producer Development of Tupperware), and the last Jamil Ismail (Professor of Polymer Chemistry, USM)

I have the chance to step in our very own USM conference room.

The conference room (before the forum start)seem like a small scale parliment where every seat will have their own mic.

the forum starts

Congratulation Tupperware..You have made your way into USM. Now every newbies will have a Tupperware on their hand once they step in USM. As an Apex university, USM say no to plastic by bringing in TUPPERWARE into the campus! Geng!

The presentation given by the panels from Tupperware mainly focused on their safety and testing of tupperware product (of course la, abo they sure will get fired), and how Tupperware goes along with sustainable concept with their company policy (life time warranty policy). Besides, the forum also further make clarification on rumor of doubt on use of plastic mineral water whether it can be repeated use and is it safe to leave these bottles in the car under the hot sun.

Many questions (such as is it biodegradable plastic do really degrade? Is it every plastic product can be recycled? What happen to those plastic that cannot be recycled? How to deal with those plastic waste?) were discussed and clarified. The experts further gave some resolvent by showing us the ways that Japanese deal with plastic, and how to achieve zero landfill.

The forum ended up with a so called small test (a questionnaire actually), no right or wrong answer, so everybody passed the test and surprisingly, everyone of us got gift given by Tupperware and a small badge by healthy campus USM.

I become a Tupperware Fan

I am carbon neutral. Do you know what does it means?

夜。乔治市 The longest night in George Town？

2008-10-31T14:08:00.001+08:00

地点：乔治市.

时间：夜.

人物：司机.乘客.

司机篇 - 最近有点想在乔治市的夜里当司机，可能最近已经对白天麻木了，厌倦了当短程司机，临时司机。想转一转环境尝试当固定夜班司机了。有司机呢，那就会有乘客，没有乘客的话，司机要来干嘛呢，司机也不可能空车在路上溜达的嘛，汽油起价，贵得很。其实呢，司机并不怎么重要，最重要的是乘客。没有乘客司机要怎么赚钱养家糊口啊,哈哈！各位司机，有没有想过你车上的乘客是固定的，还是不固定的,是位称职的司机吗？把车开往乘客所向往的方向，还是自己所向往的方向？喜欢开早班，还是夜班，会不会迷失在乔治市里?

乘客篇 - 或许一些有钱的乘客会有一个固定的司机。那对于司机呢，是否会有一个一生固定的乘客？成千上万的司机中，会不会有乘客只想搭某个司机的车。我不了解乘客的心思，也许我一直扮演着司机的角色，不曾尝试乘客搭车的滋味。各位乘客，有没有想过每次载你的司机是同一个人吗？你会想让他永远当你的司机吗？

车上的乘客座只永远保留给那一位乘客，空车的标牌永远为那乘客熄灭着。在乔治市的夜里，载这一位一生唯一的乘客，四处不停的奔驰着，寻找着开往未来的方向。你说现实中的乔治市会有没有这一夜呢？你找着你一生的乘客吗？我很期待那位乘客的出现。

原来乔治市也有一个小上海！

夜。上海

2008-10-30T00:29:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. my study week is kind of like movie festival. Almost movie screening everyday with some serious works at night. Uni life starts to go on normally... This is the kind of life that it should be in University. Day after the "about love", a new movie (considered new for me) called " The Longest Night in Shanghai" shown up in my laptop. Haha..my laptop so bloody efficient, far better than those government servants. But I prefer to call its chinese name "夜。上海". Be aware， it has a full stop right after the first word, makes it looks and feel more "emo", instead of the old chinese ballad. If you link both together, then you are wrong.

导演 Director：张一白 Yibai Zhang

演员 Actor：赵薇,本木雅弘,郭品超,李灿森,竹中直人,塚本高史,西田尚美
国家/地区：中国 / 日本

这是一部关于在城市中找寻失落情感的电影：一位日本化妆师（水岛）来到中国，在上海这座高楼林立、灯火阑珊的都市丛林中误入迷途，与一个驾驶租车的现代灰姑娘（林夕）邂逅。两人在璀璨的夜色中穿梭漫游，展开了一段马拉松式的心灵对话。最终，在一种温暖、感伤而又浪漫的情调中，两人依依惜别，却又不约而同地找回了各自失落的自我.
这是一个充斥着上海话、普通话、日本语、英语的上海夜，这是一辆承载着两个一肚子心事、却又内心空空如野的人的上海德士。

其实这部电影，太虚幻了，但我喜欢在荧幕上寻找虚幻,因为我活在现实中，也许在现实中不曾遇上这样的奇妙的童话。在部电影中埋下自己的情绪，好像是看到了自己的身影，有感而发的一切都那么真实，和内心那颗跳跃的心一样真实可触。片子尾声围绕着一句日语 '我爱你，你爱我吗?'，用日语去完结这场没有结果的暗恋，把所有的情怀都浓缩在那两句听不懂的话和一个拥抱里，也许只能在虚幻中出现。

恋爱地图

2008-10-26T23:20:00.001+08:00

Sunday, I woke up quite late today. coz' struggling on my work lately till 5am morning. Yet, it's still progressing zero.

As usually , I did also awake my laptop from offscreen mode, and look for the harvest that my laptop have made. Hmm, not bad I think! I got a movie. It's a japan-taiwan-china movie, consist of 3 little stories from those 3 countries.

恋爱地图 About Love

导演: 下山天 / 易智言 / 张一白
主演: 陈柏霖 / 伊东美咲 / 范晓萱 / 加濑亮 / 塚本高史 / 李小璐

东京《你好》

台北《谢谢》

上海《再见》

三个故事。关于东京，台北和上海。关于遇见，失去和离开。讲述了东京、台北和上海三地的爱情故事，三段感情不直接有关，但却又以城市作为绳索链接，让三个瞬间失恋的孤单人在异地又一次找到了他们的另一半。

唯独喜欢其中的第三段，上海篇。其实上海篇是最让人难过的。

东京有遇上,有着一句陈柏霖的"现在找某个人，某个...我很想见的人";

台北有爱过,'有着一句我听不懂的"火鸡很久了，慷计慷慨咿呀"。

而上海却只有失去，有着那句谁也听不懂的西班牙语 "Te quiero"，在李小璐带泪的目光中, 表达着无法相遇的遗憾.

原来一句听不懂的话，也需要很大的勇气才说得出口。说出口后，更需要勇气来残忍的欺骗自己，欺骗对方。很遗憾，我只能等到车门关上时才说得出口。

Extraordinary days

2008-10-25T12:01:00.001+08:00

It was just special! Everything seems like going too well on me.. Hmm..too well. This is what I worried about. Too well means Fake!

Thursday - Noon, finally I manage to finish some parts of my work and submitted to my big boss. He seems ok with it, but I don't really care , coz' I always pride myself for the quality of work that I had delivered. Haha! Bad things I think, too much of self-confident! Evening, wo.. this is the part I like the most.. I had a BBq gathering with my german classmates, of course including Frau Meyr and 3 german students! It was a nice gathering with a lot of Huge German Sausage! Night, erh.. met friend's car(kelisa, not sure who inside) on the way to Tesco with my friend, almost bang them within an inch! sorry ya, paiseh!

Friday - Oh..morning was really a joke.. Damn stupid exam question asking us to fill up the payment form. However, I gave up answering the question! By the way, only 1 student able to answer the question correctly..

Afternoon. yeah! went out for movie with friend, 'My Best Friends Girl'. Nice comedy for couple, however better to download it if you want to have a full movie. Damn, sensed coz whole movie full with the words: fxck. xss. puxxy,bxng.. Night..great time had my dinner at "Hakka Mee" near Qbay mall there..

"My Best Friends Girl" starring Dane Cook, Kate Hudson (I like Kate Hudson so much, since I saw her in the movie 'Four Feathers"). I went into movie because my friend ask for it (of course is a she) and thinking it would be only an ordinary love story. However, this movie was freaking hilarious, both of us laughing as hard as anyone else in cinema. Raunchy, crude, lewd.. this one would definitely take the cake.

Haha..seems like nothing extraordinary..Coz the extraordinary part already been sensed...

Too boring, so I wrote this boring things.

by the way, am I too emo? 'emo' means wat? emotional?

Busy!

2008-10-23T03:48:00.000+08:00

Busy! Stirring weeks! These few weeks are the most busies weeks for HBP citizens like me before the study week start. Many assignments need to be submitted, exams, tests, projects all suddenly come at the last minute. Hate it, but also love it. Maybe I am weird, but really. I love this kind of 'stirring' feeling.. It makes me more alive,makes me forgot all those bad feeling, instead of everyday dota-ing and gg-ing. (Dota is an acronym Defense of the Ancient, while GG meant from Garena Gaming, Garena is a platform for network gaming)

Haiz.. I just had my german written and oral tests continuously on yesterday and today. It was terrible. I have no time to study at all. My performance was really bad. Feel kind of bad mood to let her see how poor I am. All those things make me silenced.

Tomorrow will be another day full with challenge and surprise. Erm, I hope so. Wish me luck, nights! My collections start playing at night, with the songs

1. 'The Garden After Rain' by Su-WenQing, a Liuqin Concerto;

2. 'The End Title - Echoing Wall' from The Soong Sisters soundtrack.

I end my moody day with the last song,

3. 'Autumn' by Lu-LiangHui.

and as a farewell song to this moody autumn.

累！

2008-10-21T01:23:00.000+08:00

我究竟想要什么？

我自己也不清楚。

开始怀疑自己，

最近是不是又在干傻事。

还是一摞摞的傻事。叹！

有一点不正常了！

时间不够用；

钱又不够用；

我也不中用。

今天中午竟然跟一班以食为天的朋友跑去‘一停’打了两小时的‘旧’机！

还打到拖鞋坏掉，拐着回家。叹！

回家时竟然又下雨，拖鞋坏了，想走快些也不行。

拜拜,我的旧拖鞋。也不算是我的拖鞋啦，忘了在那里收留了它，印象中好像是在CG带它回来的。

My collection

2008-10-18T14:31:00.001+08:00

Does your collection same with me?

It was 12.31.

2008-10-18T03:35:00.000+08:00

Midnight, 3.41am -

I like who I am at this moment. He is silent, he is real.

This is the cast back moment. It ran back slide by slide with the cello rhythm. The cello sounds mournful but it easing the mind. He miss the feeling, where hundreds sounded together, he was one of them.

the beginning..

the best soul mates and conductor ever have

the soul keepers where it thrummed out my days

nights... always permeated with the rhythm of my favorite classics

月亮.星辰.汇流.春.夏.秋.冬 & more...

I love night

寻人启事 ~ WOman lost!!

2008-10-15T16:32:00.000+08:00

Erm.. During last holiday I went Langkawi with my friends for vacation. Of couse we did went for Island Hopping coz' this is one the main reason we went Langkawi besides looking for cheap alcohol drinks and chocolate. And during Island Hopping, that is where this photo come..

During the last destination for Island hopping, a fresh water lake in the middle of island Dayang Bunting so called Lake of the Pregnant Maiden. We were feeding our legs in the lake for the " sucking" fish. By the way, for the full description on our whole Langkawi trip, please check out -->

www.albertwu-stop.blogspot.com

And .... I cropped the photo into this. tahtah...!

Wanted!!

Hell.. she looks so great!

Now when I think back on the journey,how damn fucking idiot I am, missed the chance to know her there...

Anyone who knows her, knew, seen her or whatever , please contact me at here!

Creativity in composing song

2008-10-14T02:59:00.000+08:00

This is interesting. Check out these 2 songs!

Soba Ni Iru Ne - Thelma Aoyama Feat. SoulJa

Koko ni Iru yo - SoulJa Feat. Thelma Aoyama

See how these two fellows, Thelma & SoulJa featuring in both fellows' songs.

Both songs are actually the same, with same lyrics, same rhythm, same chorus.. .

Finally, I start blogging!

2008-10-13T18:18:00.000+08:00

I actually never thought to start blogging. I like to read other people blogs, but never have the thought to start my own blog. However, things changed, time passed, my mind have changed after went through few days with continuous thinking and writing for my dissertation, and of course non-stop music around my head... The music ranging from classical to pop, but neither hard-rock nor the disco type music.

First, I have to make a declaration that I personally like chinese classical very much, thus ,my blog will definitely hard to avoid some description and information on chinese classical. So, for those friends or maybe some strangers who have visited my blog, especially chinese, please appreciate our culture, our art.(At least you read what I have wrote about it la, don't skip it) Because many people have to wrong perception on what actually chinese classical is about, I just hope through my blog, at least all my friends will have a correct and clearer perspective on it.

All right! Let go back to reason I started my blog and called it "My Diary". Actually I also dono the reason. Maybe i have wrote too much on dissertation and like to change my "taste" to blog writing. Ha ha! And for the blog name, it actually come form "prelude" music of a japanese album called 'Diary' by Thelma Aoyama. The prelude song "My Beginning" sounds " This is my way, my words, my message, my story. This is my diary." and it fits exactly to my motive!

Finally, welcome to my blog!